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Entry tags:
Recollection
Who: Abel Nightroad and Lilith Sahl
What: Regaining their Paradisa memories
Where: Floor Six
Warnings: I don't think any will apply, possible eye bleed from tl;dr? EDIT: Now there are warnings for marital nudey times.
In truth, Lilith had been in two minds about the 'travellers' that had come to Paris over Christmas. On the one hand, she had been exceptionally grateful to see Nanako again, the small girl who she knew in her heart that they had loved as much as if she had been one of their own children. However, on the other hand, she had been disquieted by the knowledge that she had forgotten someone so important to her... several someones, and that they were apparently embroiled in some world of magic and uncertainty.
It had raised all sorts of questions about her reality... her world. Was she who she believed she was? Were the feelings she had for Abel real? Was she a doctor? Was she insane and imagining all of this? She didn't want to believe that her life was a lie, it tore at her heart to even consider it. Yet to forget people and events which had been equally important was just as distressing, and she honestly didn't know which way to turn for the best.
It was harder on Abel than it had been on her, she knows her precious silly boy bottles these things up and tortures himself with them. Especially after Christmas, he had become different somehow... he could never hide from her, not properly, but she hadn't pursued what was bothering him, as she trusted him to come to her when he was ready. Patience. Though even her limitless patience was being tested to the limits here, with this confusion and mystery.
Always at the back of her mind, growing stronger for the past few days, was a niggle, a sensation that if she could just concentrate then she would understand. Memories just out of reach, hiding from her and evaporating like water under a hot lamp. It was frustrating, almost frightening, and yet it was a comfort to know she was not going through it alone. Nor was it just Abel, there seemed to be a few of their friends and neighbours who were experiencing this tug from deep inside.
Troubled beneath the serene exterior, she had not slept easily that night, as though she could hear an internal ticking countdown to... something. And that something was clear when she woke. Opening her eyes before Abel, as was usual, she found herself looking at a stone ceiling in a room that was decorated unfamiliarly... or at least, it was only unfamiliar for a moment. But then the colours and patterns took shape in her memory, this was the style of the Vatican from Abel's ti...me...
Vatican.
War.
Crusnik.
It all came tumbling back in a dizzying whirl of memories, a confused jumble that made her physically double over as though she had been punched in the gut. A life in captivity, an angry-eyed boy with a bruised heart, a smiling youth with a horrible future, a small green-eyed and bitter girl. A war, Armageddon... the pain of facing her family over a battlefield, and the peace of knowing Abel's eyes would open with her final sacrifice. She had... she... And then here, this place, a second chance. She had seen her precious Abel's pain of centuries and tried to ease it, and they had married here as well.
There are tears on her cheeks, mingled grief and happiness, as she let her life wash back over her and settle where it belonged. Reaching out a slightly trembling hand, she laid it gently on Abel's shoulder where he was still sleeping beside her and shook him. Would he remember when he woke too? Her heart ached for the pain and guilt that would no doubt take residence in his heart again, for the horrific grief and loss he would feel with recollection, and yet there were good things there too... and she would be beside him the whole time.
What: Regaining their Paradisa memories
Where: Floor Six
Warnings: I don't think any will apply, possible eye bleed from tl;dr? EDIT: Now there are warnings for marital nudey times.
In truth, Lilith had been in two minds about the 'travellers' that had come to Paris over Christmas. On the one hand, she had been exceptionally grateful to see Nanako again, the small girl who she knew in her heart that they had loved as much as if she had been one of their own children. However, on the other hand, she had been disquieted by the knowledge that she had forgotten someone so important to her... several someones, and that they were apparently embroiled in some world of magic and uncertainty.
It had raised all sorts of questions about her reality... her world. Was she who she believed she was? Were the feelings she had for Abel real? Was she a doctor? Was she insane and imagining all of this? She didn't want to believe that her life was a lie, it tore at her heart to even consider it. Yet to forget people and events which had been equally important was just as distressing, and she honestly didn't know which way to turn for the best.
It was harder on Abel than it had been on her, she knows her precious silly boy bottles these things up and tortures himself with them. Especially after Christmas, he had become different somehow... he could never hide from her, not properly, but she hadn't pursued what was bothering him, as she trusted him to come to her when he was ready. Patience. Though even her limitless patience was being tested to the limits here, with this confusion and mystery.
Always at the back of her mind, growing stronger for the past few days, was a niggle, a sensation that if she could just concentrate then she would understand. Memories just out of reach, hiding from her and evaporating like water under a hot lamp. It was frustrating, almost frightening, and yet it was a comfort to know she was not going through it alone. Nor was it just Abel, there seemed to be a few of their friends and neighbours who were experiencing this tug from deep inside.
Troubled beneath the serene exterior, she had not slept easily that night, as though she could hear an internal ticking countdown to... something. And that something was clear when she woke. Opening her eyes before Abel, as was usual, she found herself looking at a stone ceiling in a room that was decorated unfamiliarly... or at least, it was only unfamiliar for a moment. But then the colours and patterns took shape in her memory, this was the style of the Vatican from Abel's ti...me...
Vatican.
War.
Crusnik.
It all came tumbling back in a dizzying whirl of memories, a confused jumble that made her physically double over as though she had been punched in the gut. A life in captivity, an angry-eyed boy with a bruised heart, a smiling youth with a horrible future, a small green-eyed and bitter girl. A war, Armageddon... the pain of facing her family over a battlefield, and the peace of knowing Abel's eyes would open with her final sacrifice. She had... she... And then here, this place, a second chance. She had seen her precious Abel's pain of centuries and tried to ease it, and they had married here as well.
There are tears on her cheeks, mingled grief and happiness, as she let her life wash back over her and settle where it belonged. Reaching out a slightly trembling hand, she laid it gently on Abel's shoulder where he was still sleeping beside her and shook him. Would he remember when he woke too? Her heart ached for the pain and guilt that would no doubt take residence in his heart again, for the horrific grief and loss he would feel with recollection, and yet there were good things there too... and she would be beside him the whole time.
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"...you're cruel, Lilith. This is just cruel. How did I get myself into this mess--?! It's like the more I try to play it off, the deeper into the hole I get!! Next thing I know, you're going to up the ante and the last vestiges of my beaten dog of a pride will be sailing into the horizon never to be seen again by mortal men..."
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"Is it cruel to want to watch my handsome and desirable husband dance?" She's still teasing, even if her fingers were petting through his hair soothingly. "I would do the same for you in a heartbeat."
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...Oh. Well then. Wait a moment.
Hold the phone, here--
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"...you would?"
Be careful how you answer this question.
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"I would not deny my husband such a simple request... even if he will not do the same for me."
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And so, Lilith used the single CRUELEST card in the history of ever in regards to a certain silver-haired priest: the guilt card.
Instantly, his face falls a bit (THIS IS GENUINE; YOU SHOULD FEEL BAD; HE DOES)... and he gives her a more tentative look. Oh. You just had to go and say it like that, didn't you? Now, he'll be punching himself in the face later if he doesn't do it because how could he not do something silly for her for the sake of his pride? How, how, would he reason that with his already impossibly guilty conscience?!
He leans back a bit from where he had been invading her personal space, and in the process is quite clearly steeling himself like a man preparing to go to war.
"...well, then. Have it your way. If it's the chicken dance you want..."
God, this is ridiculous. Don't look!! (But she kind of has to or that defeats the purpose, Abel...)
"Then... it's the chicken dance you'll get."
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Schooling her face so that she didn't laugh at his distress, she laid her hands demurely in her lap and settled to watch him with barely concealed amusement and affection.
Oh Abel, you silly boy.
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Indeed, it's going something like this in his head:
The guillotine... is over him, a dreadful, looming sign of a man's last stop on the road of life. Abel's being forced down on his knees before it, roughly; the gravel biting into bare skin a sharp but irritation that seems so tedious to pay any mind before he faces his death.
His head is forced roughly downward, throat touching the splintered wood to mark the spot of decapitation. His redheaded captor fists a handful of his hair to move him proper place, and all he can see is the bloodstained dirt. The dirt, which is what his life amounts to, in the end.
The sun is low in the sky he can no longer look upon. It matters not. He will not be granted the comforts of Heaven, above those clouds -- but instead his soul is destined to travel in the direction his eyes are cast. Down, downward... marked for death and facing it with grace as his cruel and heartless executioner stands over him and prepares the blade with expectant gold eyes.
Abel takes a breath... a slow breath. In... and then out again, eyes closing to block out his dismal last and final sights until there is nothing left but the backs of his eyelids. He will not beg for mercy. He has no last words.
All that is left... is the end.
He hears the creak of the old mechanism of death, the finality of the blade shifting above him. He feels no fear, only a grim sense of resignation... She, of all people, deserves to be the one to pull the lever and end it all. She is his final judge and deliverer to his destiny.
There is a SHINK-- blade slides down--
And thus, Abel Nightroad begins flailing in a most attractive version of the chicken dance in ducky boxers a man was ever likely to perform for his wife in the history of mankind.
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And then...
And then...
And then his eyes opened and he began to dance, skinny elbows flailing wildly like wings as he shuffled from side to side, and all hope of composure fled. Holding her sides from the agony of laughing so hard, Lilith rolled onto the bed and gasped for breath.
"No... No more, I... I cannot take such... such a... an overwhelming display of handsomeness."
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DEAD.
Oh good Lord... the things he does for love...
(Thank you, Courage.)He is so red it seems like all the blood in his body should surely be in his face, crouching down to hug his head when she finally gives it up and is satisfied, instead, to roll on the bed in a laugh-puddle. G... God. He is going to sincerely die of mortification, fisting silver hair in embarrassment oh God save his soul....
"Are you happy now?!" Comes the muffled voice from his position of woe. This is the last time he plays chicken with her.
...And that includes the chicken dancing.
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It takes a good five minutes for the laughter to taper off, leaving her chest heaving and tears in the corner of her eyes as she tilts her head to look at the ball of woe her husband had become.
"The happiest woman alive. Now don't look so despondent, you know I would sacrifice my pride in exactly the same way, with just one request from you."
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But he didn't have to say as much.
He shrinks further, groaning low and in utter anguish. HOW COULD YOU.
"But the difference... is that I would never ask such a terrible sacrifice from the woman I love with all my heart--! That simply isn't chivalrous at all..."
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Sliding off the bed and stepping around his prone and curled up form, bare feet barely making any sound on the carpet, she opened one of the drawers of the cabinet by the bed.
One of his fondest desires might be to make her laugh, but so was hers in reverse. His laughter had always been in short supply, and even now his eyes were opened there were scars of pain and guilt that weighed all too heavily on his heart, the sound of him enjoying himself was one she treasured dearly. It was to that end, that she had opened that drawer and pulled out her secret weapon...
"Abel, look at me..."
If he did deign to lift his head from his sorrow, he would see that she had put a pair of his spare boxer shorts (these ones heart-patterned) over her sari, stuffing the material down the leg holes so that she looked somewhat like a strange superhero. And she was dancing... the chicken dance.
1/... something idek
Abel finally, tentatively, obeys. "There's nothing you can say, Lilith, that will--"
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This is really a thing that's happening.
This is really a thing that's happening, right now.
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done
Oh lord. She's-- ridiculous, he can't even look at her; what is she doing?! Oh man; his eyes are tearing up, and every time he tries to lift his head to tell her to stop or else he really might rupture an internal organ he catches sight of her anew and it just makes it worse and there is the small issue of being able to breathe and--
...He ends up similarly as Lilith, a melted puddle on the floor, a ball of human goo clutching his sides and laughing breathlessly to the point it sounded a bit more like wheezing at this point. He's flopping a hand at her in surrender, trying and failing to communicate that she should take them off-- he's getting second hand embarrassment just thinking about it anymore. L-Lord...
He loves this woman far too much for his own good. Things like this... well, they only make him love her more.
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She said she would dance for him in boxers, and so she had done... perhaps he should have been more specific and say he meant her underwear.
"Are you happy now?"
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Being Lilith's husband is tiring. And it's not for the reason most married couples would be 'tired' in the bedroom.
"Y... you're..."
So... silly, wife. He wiggles his fingers in an effort to convey she should come to him, since there's no way in hell he's moving right now. Ohhh his ribs... woman, you're a beautiful torture.
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"What's the matter, Abel? Was my dance not up to the standard you had hoped for?"
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"...you're terrible, you know that?"
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Her eyes widened in mock horror, even as she nestled close into his body where they were laid together on the floor now.
"I didn't think it was all that bad..."
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He tucks her head under his chin, fingers already comfortably settling into the old habit of running through her hair again.
"The form of the dance was all off! The contours of your body were totally lost under all those clothes. The boxers are there to, ah, accentuate your natural movement... but the effect is lost when you put them on over your sari, you know?" He tisk-tisks, chidingly. "I'll give it a D minus."
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1/2 SCREAM LILITH
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