Since arriving here over a month ago, I've had my eyes opened to a lot of things. Sometimes I think that I'm dreaming and that I'll wake up at home in my bed.

My world is normal back home: no magic, nothing supernatural at all. I suppose I'm just a little cautious about venturing outside of the castle because I'm afraid.

I know that I shouldn't be because anyone I've spoken to have been friendly and helpful. One of my closest friends that I've made here is a talking pony for example.

I just need a little more time I think... [there's a pause before Vivian writes in her journal again:]

Does anyone else ever feel like I do? Or has done so in the past?