http://batfail.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] batfail.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] paradisalost2011-12-04 11:35 pm

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[The walk to Steph's room had been quiet. She didn't say anything, just kept a hand on Damian in case he decided to bolt. She wanted to believe he wouldn't do that, but she wanted to believe a lot of things about him. One being that he wouldn't take a gun and try to kill someone. Even if that someone was a terrible person.

She's not sure what to do with him. She's still stinging over the fact that they had been fooled for so long by Hush, pretending to be Bruce. And now this. Just when she thought they had hit the bottom...]


Sit down, Damian.

[Her voice is oddly firm as they enter her room. She has to be the adult, make sure Damian realizes what he did--almost did--and how much shit he could be in now.]

[identity profile] amiables.livejournal.com 2011-12-06 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
You have to try to convince them and help them.

[identity profile] amiables.livejournal.com 2011-12-06 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
Good. [ she hesitates before putting her hand on his head, like she always does. ] They're not perfect, but they need help.

I'm glad you caught him, too.
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[personal profile] heirdom 2011-12-06 05:01 am (UTC)(link)
[No, forget being a badass, he wants a hug :( Leaning against her]

I am, too, even if it's it's months too late.

[identity profile] amiables.livejournal.com 2011-12-06 05:05 am (UTC)(link)
[ surprised! it takes her a couple of seconds to register he's being emotional and she pats his back. ]

Hey, it's okay. What's wrong now?
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[personal profile] heirdom 2011-12-06 05:09 am (UTC)(link)
[Temptation to backpedal. He wanted her to think this was her idea, not call him out on it.]

Nothing.

[identity profile] amiables.livejournal.com 2011-12-06 05:24 am (UTC)(link)
[ she pauses. he must be really upset by this creeper who posed as bruce. :( on one hand, she's relieved it's not him because... really. what kind of father forgets his son's birthday? and the whole thing when he was on his baby loss. ]

Well... [ she takes a deep breath. part of the reason she wanted steph to give them some space for a while. ] I've also been part of your bad year but I want you to remember that if there's something on your mind, you can say it. Shindou-san told me all the time to just say what I wanted.

So, if you're sad or angry, it's alright to say that.
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[personal profile] heirdom 2011-12-10 12:09 am (UTC)(link)
I know.

[Pause.]

I did something bad.

[identity profile] amiables.livejournal.com 2011-12-10 12:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ her expression is a little more firm, but evidently concerned. damian admitting that means he's fully aware of what he's done. she takes a seat on the floor, looking up at him now. ]

What happened, Damian?
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[personal profile] heirdom 2011-12-10 12:27 am (UTC)(link)
I almost killed him. But I didn't.

[identity profile] amiables.livejournal.com 2011-12-10 12:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ freezing up for a second. ]

That man pretending to be your dad? Why -- what happened?
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[personal profile] heirdom 2011-12-10 12:34 am (UTC)(link)
I was just mad.

[identity profile] amiables.livejournal.com 2011-12-10 12:39 am (UTC)(link)
[ okay, deep breath uru. so that's why they showed up here. ]

What were you thinking when you tried to ... to do that to him?

[ not angry, or accusing. genuinely wants to know what he was feeling to drive him into a murderous rage. ]
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[personal profile] heirdom 2011-12-10 12:50 am (UTC)(link)
I thought he was my father for months. And that he probably found out things... and that he used my father's image against me.

Back in Gotham I knew it was Hush, but here I... [angry noise] I wanted it to be my father!

[identity profile] amiables.livejournal.com 2011-12-10 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ somehow, until now she had forgotten how messed up damian's life was, and how there wasn't anything they can do to fix what's already been done in the past. dick said being robin was going to help him, even when she didn't believe him.

maybe... in some ways it makes sense damian would react like that. as terrifying an idea it is. he's been angry this year and been through people coming and going. people like her treating him like shit. now she feels guilty, wondering how much she might have played a part in damian's breakdown. ]


It's okay. You love him so much, don't you? That's why it makes you angry.

[ now here's something that doesn't makes sense to her. ]

Why did you stop from... from killing him?
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[personal profile] heirdom 2011-12-10 01:03 am (UTC)(link)
[He nods, just slightly, and avoids looking at her for a moment. He's not even sure why he didn't kill Hush -- was it really Stephanie throwing off his aim, or did he intentionally screw it up? He'd pulled off harder shots before with considerable ease. It shouldn't have been a problem.]

It would be wrong. People would be mad.

[identity profile] amiables.livejournal.com 2011-12-10 01:06 am (UTC)(link)
So you stopped because you know it's wrong.

1/2

[identity profile] amiables.livejournal.com 2011-12-10 11:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she grows quiet again, mulling over this. she's reminded of an old conversation she had with dick now. ]

[identity profile] amiables.livejournal.com 2011-12-10 11:31 pm (UTC)(link)
You know what I think Dick would say?
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[personal profile] heirdom 2011-12-11 12:09 am (UTC)(link)
What?

[He almost dreads hearing it.]

[identity profile] amiables.livejournal.com 2011-12-11 12:22 am (UTC)(link)
I think he'd be proud you didn't kill that person. [ pause. ] I'm glad you didn't.
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[personal profile] heirdom 2011-12-13 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
[Pause, and a nod. He's sure Dick would be too, but the fact of the matter is, he still got the urge to. That had never truly gone away. He could hold back all he wanted, but after three years he still couldn't retrain his brain. He was still stuck on violent impulses, and he wondered if he'd ever escape it.]

I'm glad too.

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[identity profile] amiables.livejournal.com 2011-12-13 07:17 am (UTC)(link)
[ it is a scary thought. she thinks to his future self -- possible future. is this what's going to happen?

she sighs and reaches for one of his hands. ]


When Two-Face kidnapped me, you saved me. [ she doesn't know how true it was about the gun nearly going off against her head but two-face could have been lying to her. trying to make her feel vulnerable. ] That's what your hands are for -- protecting people.

[identity profile] amiables.livejournal.com 2011-12-13 07:22 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe... [ trailing off. it's hard to accept these facts. ] Maybe some people, like Jason, it's easy for them to kill. To do it because of something. I don't know what exactly. [ and she remembers how scary jason got when she told him what had happened. it was right there, that... murderous determination.

she can't believe she denied it this long. :( ]


But then there's probably a lot of people like you where killing is wrong or maybe not easy. I didn't see it for a long time but... [ she takes his hand to put it over his heart. ] Anyone could do it if they wanted, but you don't have to make that choice. Isn't that what makes you a hero?

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