http://nyochhavar.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] nyochhavar.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] paradisalost2011-12-29 03:12 pm

Recollection

Who: Abel Nightroad and Lilith Sahl
What: Regaining their Paradisa memories
Where: Floor Six
Warnings: I don't think any will apply, possible eye bleed from tl;dr? EDIT: Now there are warnings for marital nudey times.

In truth, Lilith had been in two minds about the 'travellers' that had come to Paris over Christmas. On the one hand, she had been exceptionally grateful to see Nanako again, the small girl who she knew in her heart that they had loved as much as if she had been one of their own children. However, on the other hand, she had been disquieted by the knowledge that she had forgotten someone so important to her... several someones, and that they were apparently embroiled in some world of magic and uncertainty.

It had raised all sorts of questions about her reality... her world. Was she who she believed she was? Were the feelings she had for Abel real? Was she a doctor? Was she insane and imagining all of this? She didn't want to believe that her life was a lie, it tore at her heart to even consider it. Yet to forget people and events which had been equally important was just as distressing, and she honestly didn't know which way to turn for the best.

It was harder on Abel than it had been on her, she knows her precious silly boy bottles these things up and tortures himself with them. Especially after Christmas, he had become different somehow... he could never hide from her, not properly, but she hadn't pursued what was bothering him, as she trusted him to come to her when he was ready. Patience. Though even her limitless patience was being tested to the limits here, with this confusion and mystery.

Always at the back of her mind, growing stronger for the past few days, was a niggle, a sensation that if she could just concentrate then she would understand. Memories just out of reach, hiding from her and evaporating like water under a hot lamp. It was frustrating, almost frightening, and yet it was a comfort to know she was not going through it alone. Nor was it just Abel, there seemed to be a few of their friends and neighbours who were experiencing this tug from deep inside.

Troubled beneath the serene exterior, she had not slept easily that night, as though she could hear an internal ticking countdown to... something. And that something was clear when she woke. Opening her eyes before Abel, as was usual, she found herself looking at a stone ceiling in a room that was decorated unfamiliarly... or at least, it was only unfamiliar for a moment. But then the colours and patterns took shape in her memory, this was the style of the Vatican from Abel's ti...me...

Vatican.

War.

Crusnik.

It all came tumbling back in a dizzying whirl of memories, a confused jumble that made her physically double over as though she had been punched in the gut. A life in captivity, an angry-eyed boy with a bruised heart, a smiling youth with a horrible future, a small green-eyed and bitter girl. A war, Armageddon... the pain of facing her family over a battlefield, and the peace of knowing Abel's eyes would open with her final sacrifice. She had... she... And then here, this place, a second chance. She had seen her precious Abel's pain of centuries and tried to ease it, and they had married here as well.

There are tears on her cheeks, mingled grief and happiness, as she let her life wash back over her and settle where it belonged. Reaching out a slightly trembling hand, she laid it gently on Abel's shoulder where he was still sleeping beside her and shook him. Would he remember when he woke too? Her heart ached for the pain and guilt that would no doubt take residence in his heart again, for the horrific grief and loss he would feel with recollection, and yet there were good things there too... and she would be beside him the whole time.

[identity profile] custodismundi.livejournal.com 2011-12-30 05:26 am (UTC)(link)
Well... maybe he isn't as shy as he advertises.

Or maybe he's just trying to convince himself if he shows enough bravado, he might actually believe he has some. Which do you think is more likely?

He really didn't think this plan of his through, imagining she would just chide him for laziness with that fond look in her eyes -- and such, he squirms a little awkwardly to assist oh my goodness. "--ah, well, now you know how-- I feel! If my wife wants boxers and chicken dances, then, by God..."

[identity profile] custodismundi.livejournal.com 2011-12-30 05:38 am (UTC)(link)
...Really, Lilith? You question the limits of silliness of a man who spends his time melodramatically declaring genuine woe over things like the bakery shorting him one donut from a dozen?

He wiggles his toes, clearing his throat again and trying to put on a confident visage. Oh, yes. He is simply the MAN OF THE HOUR in his attractive ducky pajamas... BEHOLD in WONDER the sight laid before your eyes, wifey-wife...!

Abel gives her a little wink, feigning a doe-eyed look. The more ridiculous he is, the more he can pretend he's not totally mortified. "So... tell me. You want the full monty? Clucking and everything? Because that costs extra."

[identity profile] custodismundi.livejournal.com 2011-12-30 03:58 pm (UTC)(link)
He gave a dramatic gasp -- as if affronted she would ask such a thing at a time like this.

"Really, that's all you have to say?! Don't you think it would be worth it no matter what you had to pay, Lilith?! A-ah, I don't think my fragile heart can take such a cruel gesture...! Here I thought you were dying for this, and now it's all hinging on the price...?!"

Abel clutches at his chest, pretending to swoon and flopping side-ways to sprawl into her lap in a mock faint.

[identity profile] custodismundi.livejournal.com 2011-12-30 04:10 pm (UTC)(link)
He squints an eye open to look up at her, trying to resist the urge to spoil his expression of WOE by smiling. It was far more difficult than it seemed.

"...ah, but... there's no budget in a magic castle that grants your every wish, is there? You don't have to skimp on the nice things anymore, Lilith. You can splurge on such pleasures as chicken ducky boxer dances from handsome silver-haired men at your leisure..."

...idek................. /squints into the sun

[identity profile] custodismundi.livejournal.com 2011-12-30 04:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Hm. Abel pretends to think this over with due consideration.

"A priest in service to God, and the Holy Madonna whose very existence is a thing of Saintlihood... are surely above such things as temptation, don't you think? I imagine it's quite safe to indulge your desires without the fear of losing your heart to them, Lilith. You of all people could manage it, I think. Definitely."

Oh, yes. This is a most confident nod.

well isn't that uncanny! because I BLAME YOU!

[identity profile] custodismundi.livejournal.com 2011-12-30 04:30 pm (UTC)(link)
He refrains from pointing out that despite it all, he would always see her as something akin to the 'saint' the churches had titled her. The Naia Sancta... she was unearthly and above men, though for reasons different to Abel than those of the Vatican -- and of the humans.

He opens both eyes slowly to watch her, beloved red tickling his cheek.

"Really...? Do you think you'd succumb? That's an awful lot of power to admit I might have over you... don't you think it's a little dangerous to confess that aloud?" Despite their teasing, his smile is soft and affectionate.

everything always is. p_o

[identity profile] custodismundi.livejournal.com 2011-12-30 04:38 pm (UTC)(link)
A-ah. Lilith...

His woobie heart can only take so much; one of these days, it's going to burst from an overload of affection words like those produced. He feels a little like melting as she draws back... and almost misses her gentle tease.

"...but now we have a problem."

heh heh heh :3

[identity profile] custodismundi.livejournal.com 2011-12-30 04:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Abel, meanwhile, is making a great show of getting comfortable where his head is settled on her lap as if preparing for a nice, leisurely nap.

"You've melted me with all those moving, heartfelt declarations of love--! I don't think I could stand if I tried, nevermind dance... I suppose you'll just have to accept a rain cheque?"

[identity profile] custodismundi.livejournal.com 2011-12-30 04:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah--! He gives a squawk, wiggling and almost rolling right off the edge of the bed and off her lap in an effort to escape ticklish prodding. "--hey! H... hey, look, you want... you want it at its best, right?!"

Yeah, he's just stalling. Why is she SERIOUSLY PURSUING THIS he is all the mortified...

[identity profile] custodismundi.livejournal.com 2011-12-30 04:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Weoisuglkjsdfsdf. He was trying his best to ignore that particular tidbit of information, thank you -- and hugs his head with his hands with a groan, abandoning all pretenses of having been anything but embarrassed from the beginning.

"...you're cruel, Lilith. This is just cruel. How did I get myself into this mess--?! It's like the more I try to play it off, the deeper into the hole I get!! Next thing I know, you're going to up the ante and the last vestiges of my beaten dog of a pride will be sailing into the horizon never to be seen again by mortal men..."

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[identity profile] custodismundi.livejournal.com 2011-12-30 05:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh.

...Oh. Well then. Wait a moment.

Hold the phone, here--

[identity profile] custodismundi.livejournal.com 2011-12-30 05:05 pm (UTC)(link)
He's abruptly upright (did he move?) -- looking into her face with a sudden seriousness that does not match the subject matter. At all.

"...you would?"

Be careful how you answer this question.

[identity profile] custodismundi.livejournal.com 2011-12-30 05:14 pm (UTC)(link)
...

And so, Lilith used the single CRUELEST card in the history of ever in regards to a certain silver-haired priest: the guilt card.

Instantly, his face falls a bit (THIS IS GENUINE; YOU SHOULD FEEL BAD; HE DOES)... and he gives her a more tentative look. Oh. You just had to go and say it like that, didn't you? Now, he'll be punching himself in the face later if he doesn't do it because how could he not do something silly for her for the sake of his pride? How, how, would he reason that with his already impossibly guilty conscience?!

He leans back a bit from where he had been invading her personal space, and in the process is quite clearly steeling himself like a man preparing to go to war.

"...well, then. Have it your way. If it's the chicken dance you want..."

God, this is ridiculous. Don't look!! (But she kind of has to or that defeats the purpose, Abel...)

"Then... it's the chicken dance you'll get."

done

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