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Recollection
Who: Abel Nightroad and Lilith Sahl
What: Regaining their Paradisa memories
Where: Floor Six
Warnings: I don't think any will apply, possible eye bleed from tl;dr? EDIT: Now there are warnings for marital nudey times.
In truth, Lilith had been in two minds about the 'travellers' that had come to Paris over Christmas. On the one hand, she had been exceptionally grateful to see Nanako again, the small girl who she knew in her heart that they had loved as much as if she had been one of their own children. However, on the other hand, she had been disquieted by the knowledge that she had forgotten someone so important to her... several someones, and that they were apparently embroiled in some world of magic and uncertainty.
It had raised all sorts of questions about her reality... her world. Was she who she believed she was? Were the feelings she had for Abel real? Was she a doctor? Was she insane and imagining all of this? She didn't want to believe that her life was a lie, it tore at her heart to even consider it. Yet to forget people and events which had been equally important was just as distressing, and she honestly didn't know which way to turn for the best.
It was harder on Abel than it had been on her, she knows her precious silly boy bottles these things up and tortures himself with them. Especially after Christmas, he had become different somehow... he could never hide from her, not properly, but she hadn't pursued what was bothering him, as she trusted him to come to her when he was ready. Patience. Though even her limitless patience was being tested to the limits here, with this confusion and mystery.
Always at the back of her mind, growing stronger for the past few days, was a niggle, a sensation that if she could just concentrate then she would understand. Memories just out of reach, hiding from her and evaporating like water under a hot lamp. It was frustrating, almost frightening, and yet it was a comfort to know she was not going through it alone. Nor was it just Abel, there seemed to be a few of their friends and neighbours who were experiencing this tug from deep inside.
Troubled beneath the serene exterior, she had not slept easily that night, as though she could hear an internal ticking countdown to... something. And that something was clear when she woke. Opening her eyes before Abel, as was usual, she found herself looking at a stone ceiling in a room that was decorated unfamiliarly... or at least, it was only unfamiliar for a moment. But then the colours and patterns took shape in her memory, this was the style of the Vatican from Abel's ti...me...
Vatican.
War.
Crusnik.
It all came tumbling back in a dizzying whirl of memories, a confused jumble that made her physically double over as though she had been punched in the gut. A life in captivity, an angry-eyed boy with a bruised heart, a smiling youth with a horrible future, a small green-eyed and bitter girl. A war, Armageddon... the pain of facing her family over a battlefield, and the peace of knowing Abel's eyes would open with her final sacrifice. She had... she... And then here, this place, a second chance. She had seen her precious Abel's pain of centuries and tried to ease it, and they had married here as well.
There are tears on her cheeks, mingled grief and happiness, as she let her life wash back over her and settle where it belonged. Reaching out a slightly trembling hand, she laid it gently on Abel's shoulder where he was still sleeping beside her and shook him. Would he remember when he woke too? Her heart ached for the pain and guilt that would no doubt take residence in his heart again, for the horrific grief and loss he would feel with recollection, and yet there were good things there too... and she would be beside him the whole time.
What: Regaining their Paradisa memories
Where: Floor Six
Warnings: I don't think any will apply, possible eye bleed from tl;dr? EDIT: Now there are warnings for marital nudey times.
In truth, Lilith had been in two minds about the 'travellers' that had come to Paris over Christmas. On the one hand, she had been exceptionally grateful to see Nanako again, the small girl who she knew in her heart that they had loved as much as if she had been one of their own children. However, on the other hand, she had been disquieted by the knowledge that she had forgotten someone so important to her... several someones, and that they were apparently embroiled in some world of magic and uncertainty.
It had raised all sorts of questions about her reality... her world. Was she who she believed she was? Were the feelings she had for Abel real? Was she a doctor? Was she insane and imagining all of this? She didn't want to believe that her life was a lie, it tore at her heart to even consider it. Yet to forget people and events which had been equally important was just as distressing, and she honestly didn't know which way to turn for the best.
It was harder on Abel than it had been on her, she knows her precious silly boy bottles these things up and tortures himself with them. Especially after Christmas, he had become different somehow... he could never hide from her, not properly, but she hadn't pursued what was bothering him, as she trusted him to come to her when he was ready. Patience. Though even her limitless patience was being tested to the limits here, with this confusion and mystery.
Always at the back of her mind, growing stronger for the past few days, was a niggle, a sensation that if she could just concentrate then she would understand. Memories just out of reach, hiding from her and evaporating like water under a hot lamp. It was frustrating, almost frightening, and yet it was a comfort to know she was not going through it alone. Nor was it just Abel, there seemed to be a few of their friends and neighbours who were experiencing this tug from deep inside.
Troubled beneath the serene exterior, she had not slept easily that night, as though she could hear an internal ticking countdown to... something. And that something was clear when she woke. Opening her eyes before Abel, as was usual, she found herself looking at a stone ceiling in a room that was decorated unfamiliarly... or at least, it was only unfamiliar for a moment. But then the colours and patterns took shape in her memory, this was the style of the Vatican from Abel's ti...me...
Vatican.
War.
Crusnik.
It all came tumbling back in a dizzying whirl of memories, a confused jumble that made her physically double over as though she had been punched in the gut. A life in captivity, an angry-eyed boy with a bruised heart, a smiling youth with a horrible future, a small green-eyed and bitter girl. A war, Armageddon... the pain of facing her family over a battlefield, and the peace of knowing Abel's eyes would open with her final sacrifice. She had... she... And then here, this place, a second chance. She had seen her precious Abel's pain of centuries and tried to ease it, and they had married here as well.
There are tears on her cheeks, mingled grief and happiness, as she let her life wash back over her and settle where it belonged. Reaching out a slightly trembling hand, she laid it gently on Abel's shoulder where he was still sleeping beside her and shook him. Would he remember when he woke too? Her heart ached for the pain and guilt that would no doubt take residence in his heart again, for the horrific grief and loss he would feel with recollection, and yet there were good things there too... and she would be beside him the whole time.
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He gives her a look somewhat akin to a deer in headlights as she takes her seat upon the bed expectantly. Really...? L-look... they just... returned from a magical -- and excuse his french -- mindfuck. She seriously. Seriously, ah. Wants him to... um.
"...L. Lilith." What are you doing.
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"...I... I'm waiting."
She managed, before dissolving into laughter again. Oh, her precious husband, how would she ever live without him?
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"...wonderful. Just-- wonderful! Not an hour in the castle, and you're already trying to get my clothes off."
Well, two can play at that game.
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"And you are already resisting me, should I be offended? Do you perhaps not wish to be in a state of undress near me?"
It should be obvious by the fact she couldn't keep a straight face that she was joking, it was almost too easy really.
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He scratches his cheek in mock consternation. Hmm. HMM.
"Maybe you should buy me a few drinks before you try that kind of tactic, you know? I might be more prone to being used like some kind of slave to your every whim, my sweet, if I had a bit in me..."
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Tears streamed down her cheeks and her face was creased in both affection and amusement as she laughed and laughed.
Her silly boy, how she loves him.
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He won't deny he garners no small amount of pleasure from that sound. It's the most beautiful in the world -- one that has every single vestige of his heart warming in response, a tug of bittersweet regret that he had ever been apart from her in his chest. He loves her... so, so much.
"Oh, sure... just laugh at me, now! I see how it is. You must not want my glorious ducky boxers that bad if you can't even keep a straight face," he teases, poking her in the ribs playfully.
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She struggled to regain her composure, still smiling brightly as she turned to brush her knuckles over his cheek gently.
"I will never want another man's glorious ducky boxers, yours are the only ones for me."
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"Not even Mr. Klein's...?"
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Her fingers spread a little further to accommodate the tilting of his cheek, palm pressing against pale skin affectionately.
"Even if he may be more willing to model for me, than my own husband."
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"Not every man is willing to go the extra mile like that, Lilith. You've got a catch, here."
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He might be joking about that last bit, but she believed it with all her heart - she really did have a catch in him. His huge heart, his infinite capacity for love and kindness, his humour and his company... they were all things she would find in nobody else.
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He flashes her a teasing smile, before lifting his fingers to start tugging to loosen his collar. "Though, if you're in such a rush, maybe you should, you know... help me get all this stuff off."
Let's see how long he can pretend to be suave. This won't last long.
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Letting her fingers follow his up to his collar, she gently worked his buttons loose and began to peel back his pajama shirt.
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...He'll be selfish, then, this time. He'll drink in this comfort while he can. The world can wait, just... a little bit longer...
Abel is watching her fingers, letting his own fall away. He might never understand what she saw when she looked at him, but... he was eternally grateful for it, none-the-less... The love she gave him, the attraction in her eyes; the pull of a magnetism that went down to their souls...
He feels like that lovestruck boy, all the sudden, back on the colony and fumbling in an effort not to turn too pink whenever he ended up in the clinic under her watch. It's so much different, now... So much has changed...
Warm of her eyes was the same. Like the sun.
"...that didn't... take much convincing," he murmurs almost absently, attention elsewhere.
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His murmured words make her laugh again, though it's a quieter and less raucous sound than before, just soft amusement at how easily he was distracted.
"There, now your shirt is done. I am sure you can manage the rest, hm?"
i had to reupload this icon because of you.......
He is hugging himself (mostly in jest) as if chastely and in some effort to protect himself from her WANDERING EYES. (As if it's anything she hasn't seen before.)
"Don't be cruel and abandon me now...!"
skdjv lol
"How could I resist such a heartfelt plea?"
Ducking her head to hide the smile at her lips, she let her fingers trail down to the elastic waistband of his pajama pants and start to ease them down over his hips.
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Or maybe he's just trying to convince himself if he shows enough bravado, he might actually believe he has some. Which do you think is more likely?
He really didn't think this plan of his through, imagining she would just chide him for laziness with that fond look in her eyes -- and such, he squirms a little awkwardly to assist oh my goodness. "--ah, well, now you know how-- I feel! If my wife wants boxers and chicken dances, then, by God..."
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It wasn't long before his pajamas lay discarded on the floor, and he was left in just his boxer shorts on the edge of the bed. And, much as she would always find him attractive, she could not help the laughter that bubbled out of her again at the sight - he just looked so awkward sat there, like he wasn't quite sure if he should preen or dive for cover.
Leaning back on her hands, she gave him an expectant look, not really expecting him to go through with... chicken dancing while in a state of undress. Even Abel has his silliness limits, right?
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He wiggles his toes, clearing his throat again and trying to put on a confident visage. Oh, yes. He is simply the MAN OF THE HOUR in his attractive ducky pajamas... BEHOLD in WONDER the sight laid before your eyes, wifey-wife...!
Abel gives her a little wink, feigning a doe-eyed look. The more ridiculous he is, the more he can pretend he's not totally mortified. "So... tell me. You want the full monty? Clucking and everything? Because that costs extra."
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"That depends, what is the cost?"
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"Really, that's all you have to say?! Don't you think it would be worth it no matter what you had to pay, Lilith?! A-ah, I don't think my fragile heart can take such a cruel gesture...! Here I thought you were dying for this, and now it's all hinging on the price...?!"
Abel clutches at his chest, pretending to swoon and flopping side-ways to sprawl into her lap in a mock faint.
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"I have a husband with a voracious appetite to feed, I must think of my budget at all times... even for such treats as a chicken boxer dance."
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"...ah, but... there's no budget in a magic castle that grants your every wish, is there? You don't have to skimp on the nice things anymore, Lilith. You can splurge on such pleasures as chicken ducky boxer dances from handsome silver-haired men at your leisure..."
What... even is this conversation?
...idek................. /squints into the sun
i blame you
well isn't that uncanny! because I BLAME YOU!
HOW IS THIS MY FAULT?!
everything always is. p_o
i can't think of a rebuke for that, dammit
heh heh heh :3
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1/... something idek
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done
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1/2 SCREAM LILITH
2/2
sdkvjnfdh
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