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Entry tags:
Recollection
Who: Abel Nightroad and Lilith Sahl
What: Regaining their Paradisa memories
Where: Floor Six
Warnings: I don't think any will apply, possible eye bleed from tl;dr? EDIT: Now there are warnings for marital nudey times.
In truth, Lilith had been in two minds about the 'travellers' that had come to Paris over Christmas. On the one hand, she had been exceptionally grateful to see Nanako again, the small girl who she knew in her heart that they had loved as much as if she had been one of their own children. However, on the other hand, she had been disquieted by the knowledge that she had forgotten someone so important to her... several someones, and that they were apparently embroiled in some world of magic and uncertainty.
It had raised all sorts of questions about her reality... her world. Was she who she believed she was? Were the feelings she had for Abel real? Was she a doctor? Was she insane and imagining all of this? She didn't want to believe that her life was a lie, it tore at her heart to even consider it. Yet to forget people and events which had been equally important was just as distressing, and she honestly didn't know which way to turn for the best.
It was harder on Abel than it had been on her, she knows her precious silly boy bottles these things up and tortures himself with them. Especially after Christmas, he had become different somehow... he could never hide from her, not properly, but she hadn't pursued what was bothering him, as she trusted him to come to her when he was ready. Patience. Though even her limitless patience was being tested to the limits here, with this confusion and mystery.
Always at the back of her mind, growing stronger for the past few days, was a niggle, a sensation that if she could just concentrate then she would understand. Memories just out of reach, hiding from her and evaporating like water under a hot lamp. It was frustrating, almost frightening, and yet it was a comfort to know she was not going through it alone. Nor was it just Abel, there seemed to be a few of their friends and neighbours who were experiencing this tug from deep inside.
Troubled beneath the serene exterior, she had not slept easily that night, as though she could hear an internal ticking countdown to... something. And that something was clear when she woke. Opening her eyes before Abel, as was usual, she found herself looking at a stone ceiling in a room that was decorated unfamiliarly... or at least, it was only unfamiliar for a moment. But then the colours and patterns took shape in her memory, this was the style of the Vatican from Abel's ti...me...
Vatican.
War.
Crusnik.
It all came tumbling back in a dizzying whirl of memories, a confused jumble that made her physically double over as though she had been punched in the gut. A life in captivity, an angry-eyed boy with a bruised heart, a smiling youth with a horrible future, a small green-eyed and bitter girl. A war, Armageddon... the pain of facing her family over a battlefield, and the peace of knowing Abel's eyes would open with her final sacrifice. She had... she... And then here, this place, a second chance. She had seen her precious Abel's pain of centuries and tried to ease it, and they had married here as well.
There are tears on her cheeks, mingled grief and happiness, as she let her life wash back over her and settle where it belonged. Reaching out a slightly trembling hand, she laid it gently on Abel's shoulder where he was still sleeping beside her and shook him. Would he remember when he woke too? Her heart ached for the pain and guilt that would no doubt take residence in his heart again, for the horrific grief and loss he would feel with recollection, and yet there were good things there too... and she would be beside him the whole time.
What: Regaining their Paradisa memories
Where: Floor Six
Warnings: I don't think any will apply, possible eye bleed from tl;dr? EDIT: Now there are warnings for marital nudey times.
In truth, Lilith had been in two minds about the 'travellers' that had come to Paris over Christmas. On the one hand, she had been exceptionally grateful to see Nanako again, the small girl who she knew in her heart that they had loved as much as if she had been one of their own children. However, on the other hand, she had been disquieted by the knowledge that she had forgotten someone so important to her... several someones, and that they were apparently embroiled in some world of magic and uncertainty.
It had raised all sorts of questions about her reality... her world. Was she who she believed she was? Were the feelings she had for Abel real? Was she a doctor? Was she insane and imagining all of this? She didn't want to believe that her life was a lie, it tore at her heart to even consider it. Yet to forget people and events which had been equally important was just as distressing, and she honestly didn't know which way to turn for the best.
It was harder on Abel than it had been on her, she knows her precious silly boy bottles these things up and tortures himself with them. Especially after Christmas, he had become different somehow... he could never hide from her, not properly, but she hadn't pursued what was bothering him, as she trusted him to come to her when he was ready. Patience. Though even her limitless patience was being tested to the limits here, with this confusion and mystery.
Always at the back of her mind, growing stronger for the past few days, was a niggle, a sensation that if she could just concentrate then she would understand. Memories just out of reach, hiding from her and evaporating like water under a hot lamp. It was frustrating, almost frightening, and yet it was a comfort to know she was not going through it alone. Nor was it just Abel, there seemed to be a few of their friends and neighbours who were experiencing this tug from deep inside.
Troubled beneath the serene exterior, she had not slept easily that night, as though she could hear an internal ticking countdown to... something. And that something was clear when she woke. Opening her eyes before Abel, as was usual, she found herself looking at a stone ceiling in a room that was decorated unfamiliarly... or at least, it was only unfamiliar for a moment. But then the colours and patterns took shape in her memory, this was the style of the Vatican from Abel's ti...me...
Vatican.
War.
Crusnik.
It all came tumbling back in a dizzying whirl of memories, a confused jumble that made her physically double over as though she had been punched in the gut. A life in captivity, an angry-eyed boy with a bruised heart, a smiling youth with a horrible future, a small green-eyed and bitter girl. A war, Armageddon... the pain of facing her family over a battlefield, and the peace of knowing Abel's eyes would open with her final sacrifice. She had... she... And then here, this place, a second chance. She had seen her precious Abel's pain of centuries and tried to ease it, and they had married here as well.
There are tears on her cheeks, mingled grief and happiness, as she let her life wash back over her and settle where it belonged. Reaching out a slightly trembling hand, she laid it gently on Abel's shoulder where he was still sleeping beside her and shook him. Would he remember when he woke too? Her heart ached for the pain and guilt that would no doubt take residence in his heart again, for the horrific grief and loss he would feel with recollection, and yet there were good things there too... and she would be beside him the whole time.
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Out of all the muddled mess of their heads... did that have to be something that she'd recalled with clarity? Why yes, that is a familiar shade of red beginning to seep into his face... thank you for asking.
"--I have no idea what you're talking about," he bluffs, pretending to feign firm ignorance. FIRM IGNORANCE.
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She cannot believe that he is still flushing, even after spending years of marriage sharing the same bed and having three children together. It is adorable and endearing, and she cannot help but laugh and tease him further.
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And far more prone to wonder how, exactly, he'd managed this catch himself.
"Really?" He watches the ceiling thoughtfully as if trying to wrack his brain about the subject. It was... comforting, this; something normal and silly and... simple. Something that was just theirs. "...No, no. I'm sorry, Lilith, that isn't ringing any bells at all..."
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She laughed, brushing her knuckles over the back of his pink cheek affectionately. She loved him wholly and completely, whatever anyone else may think of him 'catching' her, and that would never change.
"Perhaps I should go and find someone willing to do so then, I had been looking forward to it."
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He gives a look of mock hurt, holding his chest dramatically before flopping bonelessly on the bed as if he'd been slain by her UTTER CRUELTY.
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She pretended to consider for a moment, tapping one long finger against her lips before sliding off the bed and pretending to head for the door.
"I shall have to find a considerably more attractive man."
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Oh my god what. He blinks in bewilderment... taking a moment to register and absorb what she had just said -- before he's sitting up, reaching out quickly to capture her wrist before she could stray far from the bed.
...Ah. The room is so familiar, and it almost... like this, feels like he never left at all...
"You're assuming that your evil kidnapper is willing to let you out of his sights, my fair maiden..."
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"Heavens, no! How could such a tragedy befall me, that my kidnapper should follow me back as well?"
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His world oh-so-healthily revolves around her, in the end.
Abel slides his hand to uptake hers from her wrist, running a thumb softly over her knuckles with a smile.
"Fate has clearly determined our destinies are entwined," he muses with the air of a philosophical revelation. "You might as well resign yourself to me now...! Wherever you go, I'm sure to follow."
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"Who is a humble mortal woman to argue with fate and destiny? If such lofty powers have determined we are to be as one, I would not dare to defy them."
She paused, before straightening back up and looking him dead in the eyes with a mildly challenging look.
"Yet I know what I was promised, and surely you won't deny me the pleasure of such a sight?"
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He is getting redder, again -- flustered that she seems rather vehemently fixed on that subject. Perhaps she's simply trying to tease him where she knows it's most effective to get their minds off of everything...
...Well, it's working.
The combination of her posture and that look in her eyes -- nevermind what she's said -- is downright cruel to a man who has little in the way of a resolve to resist the compunctions of his rather attractive and... let's face it, charming wife. He clears his throat, taking his hand back as if unfazed, though the heat in his cheeks totally destroys that effort. Ahem.
"...Well, in the absence of, ah. Mr. Klein, I guess there has to be someone around here you fixate this obsession on... I guess I could take one for the team in the name of love..."
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"How noble of you, Abel."
Laughing, she took her hand back and sat upon the bed expectantly. This might be a tease, but she would not turn down the doubtlessly hilarious (and endearing) sight that would be her husband modelling for her.
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He gives her a look somewhat akin to a deer in headlights as she takes her seat upon the bed expectantly. Really...? L-look... they just... returned from a magical -- and excuse his french -- mindfuck. She seriously. Seriously, ah. Wants him to... um.
"...L. Lilith." What are you doing.
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"...I... I'm waiting."
She managed, before dissolving into laughter again. Oh, her precious husband, how would she ever live without him?
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"...wonderful. Just-- wonderful! Not an hour in the castle, and you're already trying to get my clothes off."
Well, two can play at that game.
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"And you are already resisting me, should I be offended? Do you perhaps not wish to be in a state of undress near me?"
It should be obvious by the fact she couldn't keep a straight face that she was joking, it was almost too easy really.
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He scratches his cheek in mock consternation. Hmm. HMM.
"Maybe you should buy me a few drinks before you try that kind of tactic, you know? I might be more prone to being used like some kind of slave to your every whim, my sweet, if I had a bit in me..."
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Tears streamed down her cheeks and her face was creased in both affection and amusement as she laughed and laughed.
Her silly boy, how she loves him.
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He won't deny he garners no small amount of pleasure from that sound. It's the most beautiful in the world -- one that has every single vestige of his heart warming in response, a tug of bittersweet regret that he had ever been apart from her in his chest. He loves her... so, so much.
"Oh, sure... just laugh at me, now! I see how it is. You must not want my glorious ducky boxers that bad if you can't even keep a straight face," he teases, poking her in the ribs playfully.
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She struggled to regain her composure, still smiling brightly as she turned to brush her knuckles over his cheek gently.
"I will never want another man's glorious ducky boxers, yours are the only ones for me."
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"Not even Mr. Klein's...?"
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Her fingers spread a little further to accommodate the tilting of his cheek, palm pressing against pale skin affectionately.
"Even if he may be more willing to model for me, than my own husband."
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"Not every man is willing to go the extra mile like that, Lilith. You've got a catch, here."
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He might be joking about that last bit, but she believed it with all her heart - she really did have a catch in him. His huge heart, his infinite capacity for love and kindness, his humour and his company... they were all things she would find in nobody else.
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He flashes her a teasing smile, before lifting his fingers to start tugging to loosen his collar. "Though, if you're in such a rush, maybe you should, you know... help me get all this stuff off."
Let's see how long he can pretend to be suave. This won't last long.
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i had to reupload this icon because of you.......
skdjv lol
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What... even is this conversation?
...idek................. /squints into the sun
i blame you
well isn't that uncanny! because I BLAME YOU!
HOW IS THIS MY FAULT?!
everything always is. p_o
i can't think of a rebuke for that, dammit
heh heh heh :3
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1/2
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1/... something idek
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done
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1/2 SCREAM LILITH
2/2
sdkvjnfdh
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